11 Mart 2017 Cumartesi

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Pain, but I will write Voice on the phone is a shaky mother My husband, helpless. Help for God's rescue. She cried. What is the problem, how can I help you? When I say, my son who goes to the 8th grade starts strange weird talk, we are afraid. Said. It shuddered me. I invited her to come to see me, saying "Come."
The world is a sweet young man, 13-14 years old, came with his sister. My college student sister, my brother said something happened, I was scared and he cried. Do not cry, I'll try to help you. I said.
The young girl left the room, her brother entered.
He sat in the chair right across from me.
I felt a strange chill in me. I knew these looks. But still sordum: Hello, my name is Adam Sun, can I meet you?
The child's eyes looked meaningless and why do you water me? said.
I felt I had something in me. How so? I said
Why did not you come visit me! said
I scared! Very much
Can I learn your name, my dear? What's your name? I repeat it.
He did not answer.
I called the child's ablass. If you want, you can take your brother out. I want to talk to you a little bit. I said.
The boy went out.
Young girl Your brother Why do you water me? asked. What does this mean? I said.
The young girl closed her hand in her face and began to cry. My brother thinks you're dead for a week. He thinks of flowers in the grave itself. That's what everybody says.
I froze. It was very sweet face. I did not know what to say.
So what happened to your brother lately? He asked me when I asked
My brother was the first in the TEOG tests. It was being prepared for the day and night. One night came my illness, my sister said I am afraid. I did not understand before. Then I saw the fear in his eyes. I informed Mom. Mommy What happened? Why do you water me? He said. My Mum, what are you saying my son, what a watering! I wish it was my mom, but looking at the blank Why did you put me on the vista? My father was woken up, there was a strange fear in the house. My mother was both crying and praying. It seemed to me that the gin had hit my mother first, then the fears went up well. My dad thought maybe you were hallucinating because of insomnia and test anxiety. But I could not sleep I've been gone a few times with fear. My compatibility with the morning. I awakened my brother in the first hour of the morning so that I would see if I was a dream. She woke me again with those empty eyes when I woke up. I said a meaningless one-two words, I shook my shoulders with my nerves stretched well, I said, come back to me, do not, I'm afraid, but it was like a sleepwalker, not even impressed. My parents came to me, my mother started to cry, my father was surprised.
You took him to the doctor? I asked. We went to the hospital for a week, went to the psychiatrist, got medicine, but nothing changed. said.
I'm so burnt. I wonder what to say. I said that I can not help you. The young girl asked: Will she pass by my master, what should we do? My mother says, I move from Istanbul. Let's go back to our hometown. I do not want to teach my son or anything. I grew up in baccarat. I have an exam next week, looking for teachers in the classroom, and I could not say anything to them either. What shall we do? Give us a reason!
I've never been so desperate. I did not think your brother seemed to be empty of mind. Listen to your mother. Get your brother out of here. I said.
Goodbye
It came out, I'm standing alone in the chair
I stopped trying to turn my eyes to the sky I thought I could not judge myself Then I turned my face down and began to cry with hiccups
It's been 2 years since this happened. I do not know what this young lad is. The family was going to Konya, and I do not know if he's gone. But there is one thing that I know: The meaning attached to the examinations in our country is that children's mental health is deteriorating. I do not know what the authorities will do; But as I approached the test date, I witnessed that all the big boys had wet their bottoms, had panic attacks, had nightmares, stuttered, and my psychology was getting worse.
Soon there is YGS, TEOG. I do not know if it will affect you, but do not overwhelm your child. Let's listen to those last weeks, come on. Exam is not everything. Because some losses are more painful than losing the exam

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